Socioenvy Lyrics

These lyrics convey a deep sense of inner turmoil and dissatisfaction. The intro chorus and subsequent verse reflect a desire to escape the pressures and expectations associated with achievement and success, symbolized by the reference to “numbers” and “results of regrets.” The longing to disconnect from the noise and artificiality of life is palpable, as the lyrics express a wish to unearth one’s authentic self and find relief from inner turmoil. The repetition of the chorus emphasizes this yearning to break free from societal pressures and return to a state of emotional numbness, suggesting a desire for simplicity and contentment.

[Intro Chorus]
Wish I never fell into numbers
Wish that I could dissipate my rage
Wish I could unearth my thunder
Artificial taste, it holds my name
Thought that I had always been numb
But now I can’t ignore the bends and cracks
Wish that I could turn the noise off
Disassociate and not come back

These lyrics express a deep longing for escape and relief from the pressures of life. The repetition of “Wish I never fell into numbers” suggests a desire to break free from the constraints of societal expectations and quantifiable measures of success. The mention of dissipating rage and unearthing thunder reflects a need to release inner turmoil and rediscover one’s authentic self. The reference to an “artificial taste” holding one’s name hints at feeling disconnected from one’s true identity due to external influences.

[Verse]
Why do I come back?
Wish I weren’t obsessed with purpose
Stay content with anything that’s mine
Wish I weren’t results of regrets
It’s nauseating when I say “I’m fine”
So sick of waiting for an answer
Starin’ at the sky in hopes it falls
With some of all my charts and failures
I wish I couldn’t feel a thing at all

In this verse, the lyrics delve into a sense of inner conflict and dissatisfaction. The question, “Why do I come back?” suggests a recurring struggle or pattern in the speaker’s life. They express a desire to let go of the constant need for a clear purpose and find contentment in simplicity. The mention of being the “results of regrets” highlights a feeling of being defined by past mistakes and experiences, which is deeply unsettling. The lyrics convey a sense of frustration with the superficiality of saying “I’m fine” when that’s not truly how they feel.

[Intro Chorus]
Wish I never fell into numbers
Wish that I could dissipate my rage
Wish I could unearth my thunder
Artificial taste, it holds my name
Thought that I had always been numb
But now I can’t ignore the bends and cracks
Wish that I could turn the noise off
Disassociate and not come back

[Verse]
Why do I come back?
Wish I weren’t obsessed with purpose
Stay content with anything that’s mine
Wish I weren’t results of regrets
It’s nauseating when I say “I’m fine”
So sick of waiting for an answer
Starin’ at the sky in hopes it falls
With some of all my charts and failures
I wish I couldn’t feel a thing at all

[Chorus]
Wish I never fell into numbers
Wish that I could dissipatе my rage
Wish I could unearth my thunder
Artificial tastе, it holds my name
Thought that I had always been numb
But now I can’t ignore the bends and cracks
Wish that I could turn the noise off
Disassociate and not come back